Can you Celebrate?~~ Amuro Namie

5 days later and I am still celebrating my birthday. oh man, that´s cool XD just....it should be nonstop.





Quite different from last .....many years. But here anyways. Time always catch you, as accurate as memories do.


Recently I feel more like I can do what I dream of. I feel a little more like I can reach the notes if I concentrate enough. I feel more like I can do it.....I want to keep that feeling and increase it more and more.
This is a sad picture to have. This picture, means betrayal to me. Means hurt and pain. despite I was having so much fun in that heavy club, where you can use headphones sitting on the bar. That was the first time... I felt I wanted to take a picture of any moment I spend with friends.
I feel like that very rarely. And the other time that hapenned in Spain, the picture got erasedxD Or so I heard. So the only one picture I took like this, it was the very last. It was the begginning of the end. Or no, that were on that damn bed in korea, when i had that dream. The dream with my birthday and the cakes.
She was dropping my cakes..and I wanted to take them back from the floor..... desperately, I wanted to take them back,save it, even if I wasn´t gonna eat it anyways.... I hate cakes. How they make cakes in spain, I rather like them in Japan. So stupid but so true.
But this year I ate so many cakes. So many sweets the life is finally giving me. Iam careful though, I still can get sick from them.
Sickly sweet, nice caramels I denied myself to take for so many years.
And so, with this damned picture I say goodbye to my betrayal nº2 . To that night of revelations, when I learned that I was wasting my time so much. Or I were taking so much from nothing.
That´s how I came back from the sunny, bluesea land. With my heart empty, my pockets full, and my soul complete.